I thought I would let you know how I'm doing. College has
turned out to be completely different to what I ever could have imagined or
expected. Firstly, it is sooooo difficult; it's not for dumb people like
everyone thinks. Secondly it's a lot of work but I'm having so much fun! And
lastly I am doing very well. We have 13 subjects that we are doing, some we
haven't started yet. My best subject and also my favourite theory subject is
anatomy. For my 1st term exam I got 96%
(I shared that mark with two other girls and we are the tops amongst the first years) Everything else is fantastic
too. My favourite practical subject is waxing which I'm also tops in. I won an
award last term - the 1st place practical award for first years.
And I came close to getting the theory
award but there's a girl who just left the college who won it last term so now
that's my goal to get it.
I have made lots of
friends but not close friends. I haven't
clicked with anyone. I'm very quiet in class and usually somewhere in the back
ground never causing trouble, and
yes, that must be hard to believe😝😂 haha. Unfortunately most of these girls are
so stuck up and ungrateful that I just don't have time for them.
My dad said something
to me that's true; "I'm here to study, not to get involved and deal with
rubbish or fit in" I'm pretty good at that and my marks are showing that.
I never get below 60%. The most difficult subjects (3 of them) I’ve received
below 60, then two 70%'s and the rest are 80's and 90's. I'm very proud of myself and love what I'm
doing.
When I said I wanted
to be a beauty therapist in the past, I was wrong. That is actually, I figured
out yesterday, an insult. The work I'm doing is so much more advanced. I’m
actually a health and beauty therapist. The course is sort of a mix
between somatology, dermatology and nutrition -
with extras added in. It's super
fun.
Living on my own
started terribly but is now so amazing. I live quite far from my college and
take public transport (train) everyday, but it's a very beautiful and peaceful
place. I live in a little single room flat in ***** near *****. I do
really miss my father, brother and sister very terribly - some days so badly I
get very depressed, but I am fine. I guess it's because I have come to be so
close to each of them and I see them when I can. I miss Nathy most because I
worry so much about him. But I know we all went through that terrible age stage
so I just pray for him and everyone.
I hope everything at
school is going well and that the kids aren't driving you too mad.
All my love🌸